Written in Her
The Record of a Doll’s Obedience
the body inscribed through use
By FEN

A companion volume to HELD.

A book of uncollected scenes, whispered journals, fragments of ritual and explicit use.

The Doll already trained, already open, now recorded.

Written in Her is the excess, the echo, the voice beneath posture.

A field where intimacy spills past structure,
tender, raw, devotional.

ORDER

Nothing is mine.
All is Recieved.


The Labeling Ritual: 
A Study in Possession

She kneels on the bed.
Naked.
Washed.
Hair brushed and resting softly over her shoulder.

The room is silent but for the soft rustle of paper.
He sits beside her with a small stack of cards.
Handwritten.
Each one cut to the same size.
Each one punched with a fine hole.
Each one threaded with black silk string.

A pen rests beside Him.
Uncapped.
Wet with fresh ink.
She does not ask what He is writing.
She knows better.

She breathes slowly.
Back straight.
Neck long.
He finishes the first card.
Lifts it.

— MOUTH: FOR HIS COCK ONLY

He ties it loosely around her neck.
Lets it rest against her collarbone.

The next:

— CUNT: TRAINED. AVAILABLE.

He ties it around her thigh.
Lets the card lie against her bare skin.

She feels the heat rise in her chest.
Not from shame.

From being accurately described.

MARK THE DOLL

Written in Her
The Record of a Doll’s Obedience
the body inscribed through use
By FEN

A book of uncollected scenes, whispered journals, fragments of ritual and explicit use.

Written in Her is the excess, the echo, the voice beneath posture. A field where intimacy spills past structure,
tender, raw, devotional.

Softcover · 200 pages
156 × 234 mm (6.14 × 9.21 in)
Standard edition, Autumn 2025
€20

A limited tactile first edition will follow in winter:
French flaps, cover die-pressed, each mark an impression of discipline, printed on uncoated Munken Lynx paper, chosen for weight, silence, touch.

ORDER written in her

Written in Her
Scenes, Protocols, and Variations from the Training of a Doll
the body inscribed through use

Into His Gaze

The name He gives. The first obedience.
Her mouth, her body, her use.

The Discipline of Silence

Writing tasks, repeated sentences, mouth training.

The Shape That Opens

Her body yielding. Anal training, prepared in silence.
The journal of her becoming.

The World as Field

Photography, shopping, rope beneath clothing.
Summer days of obedience carried into the landscape.

The Metaphysics of Use

Prayer-like scenes. Ontology of openings.
Her body as law, altar, scripture.

The Night

The hour of gold. The room.
Intimacy carried into darkness.

The Diptych –
HELD
+ Written in Her
By FEN

HELD is the first structure.
It teaches placement, posture and sacred use.

Written in Her follows. It is a record of what could not be contained. Fragments. Instructions. Echoes. Evidence of becoming.

Together they form a single system.

This is a devotional architecture.
A scripture in silence.

Standard edition, Autumn 2025.

A limited first edition will follow.

ORDER The Diptych
She is dressed.
Or she is undressed by instruction.

Her mouth is no longer hers.
It has been given.
Reclaimed.
Trained.

It is not a place for speech.
It is a place for receiving.

The first command was simple:

Do not speak unless told.
She tastes like salt and sun.
Like skin warmed through linen.
Like youth, but quiet.
Readiness.

There’s sweetness, but not sugar.
More like stone fruit just before it ripens.
The edge of softness.
The edge of something coming undone.

She tastes like tears.
But not sorrow.
The kind of tears that rise
when you are finally seen.
She closes her eyes.

He sees her not as body,
not as servant,
not even as doll,
but as realised intention.

His creation.
His function.
His arrangement.