Two books. One dynamic.
Endless depth.
These initial volumes by FEN are shaped around Dollmaking, the ritual relation between a Doll and her Maker. A structure of placement, stillness and attentive control.
HELD and Written in Her form a complete four hundred-page literary system of structured erotic presence.
This is a universe where intimacy is shaped, where the body is written into meaning and held there.
HELD
Ritual Obedience in the Discipline of Dollmaking
the shape that waits in silence to be known
By FEN
A literary system of posture, obedience, protocol and erotic care.
Written like a training system. Read like scripture.
HELD is the architecture of use, precise, sacred and unashamed.
Softcover · 241 pages
156 × 234 mm (6.14 × 9.21 in)
Standard edition, autumn 2025.
€20
A limited tactile first edition will follow this winter.
Written in Her
The Record of a Doll’s Obedience
the body inscribed through use
By FEN
A companion volume to HELD.
A book of uncollected scenes, whispered journals, fragments of ritual and explicit use.
Written in Her is the excess, the echo, the voice beneath posture. A field where intimacy spills past structure,
tender, raw, devotional
Softcover · 200 pages
156 × 234 mm (6.14 × 9.21 in)
Standard edition, autumn 2025.
€20
A limited tactile first edition will follow this winter.
These books are objects of transformation.
Written for those who long to be seen, shaped and undone.
Where the erotic becomes ritual.
Where stillness becomes language.
Where the body is read like scripture and use becomes care.
HELD and Written in Her contain over four hundred pages of scenes, rituals, postures, uses.
Explicit. Poetic. Exacting.
Meant to be read slowly and lived with over time.
This is the first structure.
The system will expand.
Other books will follow.
Other forms of intimacy.
Each one a different shape.
Each shape, a different way to become.
Substack
Off-page transmissions. On-body reflections.
