Two books. One dynamic.
Endless depth.
These first volumes by FEN are shaped around Dollmaking, the ritual relation between a Doll and her Maker. A structure of placement, silence and attentive control.
HELD and Written in Her form a complete 250-page literary system of structured erotic presence.
Each scene is a gesture. Each position, a page.
This is a universe where intimacy is shaped, not chased. Where the body is written into meaning, and held there.
HELD
Ritual Obedience in the Discipline of Dollmaking
the shape that waits in silence to be known
By FEN
A literary system of posture, obedience, protocol and erotic care.
Written like a training system. Read like scripture. HELD is the architecture of use, precise, sacred and unashamed.
Softcover with French flaps
130 pages
150 × 240 mm (6 × 9.5 in)
Printed on uncoated Munken paper in Europe
First edition, Autumn 2025
Made to be returned to
€36
Written in Her
The Record of a Doll’s Obedience
By FEN
Companion to HELD.
Written in Her gathers what would not fit inside the structure: The echoes. The excess. The voice beneath the posture.
It is tender. It is explicit. It is devotional.
Softcover with French flaps · 130 pages
Book size: 150 × 240 mm (6 × 9.5 in)
Printed on uncoated Munken paper in Europe
This is the first edition of Written in Her, Autumn 2025
Made to be returned to
€36
These books are objects of transformation.
Written for those who long to be seen, shaped and undone.
Where the erotic becomes ritual.
Where stillness becomes language.
Where the body is read like scripture and use becomes care.
HELD and Written in Her contain over 250 pages of scenes, rituals, postures and uses.
Explicit. Poetic. Exacting.
Meant to be read slowly and lived with over time.
This is only the first structure.
The system will expand.
Other books will follow.
Other forms of intimacy.
Each one a different shape.
Each shape, a different way to become.
Substack
Off-page transmissions. On-body reflections.
